Wednesday, February 20, 2008

ive realized

the the weather really does get to me. so much rain in the winter time here hella bums me out. ive always had to just deal with a ton of snow in the winter and bein all cold, but even it being dark all the time in AK didnt bother me this much i think. its just so god damn gloomy here in portland. dont get me wrong i love it here but geez, ive been a little down this winter.
but hey!
the sun is coming out more these days and it sure is making me feel good.

im scared im stuck sometimes
i doubt myself sometimes

it feels so good to get the bills payed

im all fuckin high strung these days. i need to just chill out.
i should have gone to work today
stop freaking out and being so demanding so much and just think about me
do what i gotta do
do what makes me happy


1. i need a new job im thinkin

2. i miss being social.


sun come out, i want to go to the beach!!!

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